Will it ever be just right??..Will It

Living in this world can be such a difficult thing.
To distinguish right from wrong can seem such a daunting task.
Hitler believed he was doing the world a favour ..
until of course history proved him otherwise...
A conversation with Ting set me thinking...
Is there a right or wrong....
Is it just a point of view...
Morals I grew up learning to value are nothing but dual standards
in modern society...
Growing up in Bangalore I realized I was the outlaw to a section of society..
coz I was just too outlandish..
Here again I was a pariah..
How bizzare!!
Will it ever be just right?
Is it ever just right?
The shortest marriage in history lasted 48 hours...What was right 48 hours
back seemed so wrong in just 48 hours...
How warped up is that...
Do the right thing ur almost always told....How Utopian...
And trust me I would do it..if I knew what was right....
Why is it so important to be accepted...?
Someone today told me don't speak ur mind out...
Am seriously considering it....
Sex is seriously not funny to me...would rather buy a choclate than spend on porn...even though
Im dieting....
But everyone talks bout sex...the world is consumed by it....
Used to do stage..people thought I had talent..but each time I had to win brownie points on sexual innuendos I would freeze....
Just did...
I loved stage but I was a stranger to the life behind it....
Loved Chanel,Gucci,Celine,Christian Dior,their designs,the art...radiated life....BUT...still I did not belong.....
Am told dont say..I don't drink say :) ah well Im sober for the month...make it 2 ,three..and then be like Im done with my drinking days..can never hold my drink nowadays...Seems chique...sounds right..!!
Never say ur poor even though you may been a beggar back home :)...Say ah well Im so rich...
'Coz the man with the money seems to get his honey...
Dress right...my young boss has this thing for labels..u want to hit it off with your boss ...u may just well want to hit him...:)...hope no one reads it :)..i'ld be in so much trouble...
Don't say u've never done it..say its none of your business keep the other person guessing...
And the best one is..gosh the enormous amount of strategies I have learnt on dating...some women are the last word on what works with a man....what turns him on and what turns him off...Wish George Bush had employed all we women..The economy would have been booming by now...
Well then Im not so sure..Coz back home the strategies taught to me were..use a clean no makeup look,grow ur hair,loose weight,learn to cook ,do not wear revealing stuff....all of which I hate...
Here its..never arch ur eyebrows when someone does drugs..Did I tell you Im terrified of drugs..!!
Women learn to walk with pencil heels and back home some do a somersault as soon as a man walks in...lemme tell u men are no different as well...we all take turns tumbling and stumbling over each other...
Strange but true...

I want to get it right...but I dont know what's right anymore..not with all the loud voices pounding in my head...
Alas,I give up and take refuge in my dreams where Beauty kisses the Beast and he becomes her prince...where Cinderella finds her Prince Charming by loosing her shoe...a life of goblins and dwarfs and elves and fairies..where a next door girl changes into a princess by the wave of a magic wand...where dogs,cats,wolves,elephants are all friends....where no child goes hungry to sleep...choclates hang from tress and icecream covers the mountain tops...
I love my world...why do I have to keep coming back every morning into yours....

Will it ever be just right??